As I went out to work this morning
All on a horrible day,
An evening sky lay on the common,
Prematurely grey.
My tiny boy sat on the stairs
All kidnapped in his dream
And waiting for the coming world
To happen or to seem.
I couldn’t tell what things he saw
Nor say what sounds he heard,
But only sense how innocence
Will break against a word.
The world proceeding from his eyes
Was everything I saw
As, like a camera’s aperture,
I briskly shut the door.
And all the morning, through to noon,
And then from noon to nine
His seeing lodged here in my eyes
And made his vision mine.
The roads became a jousting field,
The cars began to prance,
A rider tumbled to the ground,
Made headless by a lance.
The pigeons roared like Spitfires,
Above the chalk-walled banks,
The shoppers fought like Ironsides,
The taxis turned to tanks.
The gas came from the cooling duct
And seaped beneath the door
The chairman started choking
And fell dead to the floor
The concourse of the Underground,
With open-mouthing caves,
Consumed a million volunteers
For the long linear graves.
As I came home this evening
And the suburb clocks said nine
My tiny boy lay in his bed
Far from these wars of mine.
And somewhere, in a radio,
A country snapped in half
And the whole invited audience
Roared a riotous laugh.
Faithful by the tiny bed
The smiling rocking horse
Was waiting for the order
To seize the world by force.
Alan Franks

